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Yearning Old Testament Reflection

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Another Dream

She Speaks:

2I was asleep, but dreaming:

The one I love was at the door,

knocking and saying,

“My darling, my very own,

my flawless dove,

open the door for me!

My head is drenched

with evening dew.”

3But I had already undressed

and bathed my feet.

Should I dress again

and get my feet dirty?

4Then my darling's hand

reached to open the latch,

and my heart stood still.

5When I rose to open the door,

my hands and my fingers

dripped with perfume.

6And I yearned for him

while he spoke to me,

but when I opened the door,

my darling had disappeared.

I searched and shouted,

but I could not find him—

there was no answer.

7Then I was found by the guards

patrolling the town

and guarding the wall.

They beat me up

and stripped off my robe.

8Young women of Jerusalem,

if you find the one I love,

please say to him,

“She is weak with desire.”

Their Friends Speak:

9Most beautiful of women,

why is the one you love

more special than others?

Why do you ask us

to tell him how you feel?

She Speaks:

10He is handsome and healthy,

the most outstanding

among ten thousand.

11His head is purest gold;

his hair is wavy,

black as a raven.

12His eyes are a pair of doves

bathing in a stream

flowing with milk.

13His face is a garden

of sweet-smelling spices;

his lips are lilies

dripping with perfume.

14His arms are branches of gold

covered with jewels;

his body is ivory

decorated with sapphires.

15His legs are columns of marble

on feet of gold.

He stands there majestic

like Mount Lebanon

and its choice cedar trees.

16His kisses are sweet.

I desire him so much!

Young women of Jerusalem,

he is my lover and friend.

Their Friends Speak:

1Most beautiful of women,

tell us where he has gone.

Let us help you find him.

She Speaks:

2My darling has gone down

to his garden of spices,

where he will feed his sheep

and gather lilies.

3I am his, and he is mine,

as he feeds his sheep

among the lilies.

He Speaks:

4My dearest, the cities of Tirzah

and Jerusalem

are not as lovely as you.

Your charms are more powerful

than all of the stars

in the heavens.

5Turn away your eyes—

they make me melt.

Your hair tosses about

as gracefully as goats

coming down from Gilead.

6Your teeth are whiter

than sheep freshly washed;

they match perfectly,

not one is missing.

7Behind your veil are hidden

beautiful rosy cheeks.

8What if I could have

sixty queens, eighty wives,

and thousands of others!

9You would be my only choice,

my flawless dove,

the favorite child

of your mother.

The young women, the queens,

and all the others

tell how excited you are

as they sing your praises:

10“You are as majestic

as the morning sky—

glorious as the moon—

blinding as the sun!

Your charms are more powerful

than all the stars above.”

She Speaks:

11I went down to see if blossoms

were on the walnut trees,

grapevines, and fruit trees.

12But in my imagination

I was suddenly riding

on a glorious chariot.

Their Friends Speak:

13Dance! Dance!

Beautiful woman from Shulam,

let us see you dance!

She Speaks:

Why do you want to see

this woman from Shulam

dancing with the others?

The Wedding Dance

He Speaks:

1You are a princess,

and your feet are graceful

in their sandals.

Your thighs are works of art,

each one a jewel;

2your navel is a wine glass

filled to overflowing.

Your body is full and slender

like a bundle of wheat

bound together by lilies.

3Your breasts are like twins

of a deer.

4Your neck is like ivory,

and your eyes sparkle

like the pools of Heshbon

by the gate of Bath-Rabbim.

Your nose is beautiful

like Mount Lebanon

above the city of Damascus.

5Your head is held high

like Mount Carmel;

your hair is so lovely

it holds a king prisoner.

6You are very beautiful,

so desirable!

7You are tall and slender

like a palm tree,

and your breasts are full.

8I will climb that tree

and cling to its branches.

I will discover that your breasts

are clusters of grapes,

and that your breath

is the aroma of apples.

9Kissing you is more delicious

than drinking the finest wine.

How wonderful and tasty!

She Speaks:

10My darling, I am yours,

and you desire me.

11Let's stroll through the fields

and sleep in the villages.

12At dawn let's slip out and see

if grapevines and fruit trees

are covered with blossoms.

When we are there,

I will give you my love.

13Perfume from the magic flower

fills the air, my darling.

Right at our doorstep

I have stored up for you

all kinds of tasty fruits.

Contemporary English Version, Second Edition (CEV®) © 2006 American Bible Society. All rights reserved.
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Reflect

One of the main themes of the Song is longing. Even in real life, even when our love is reciprocated, we can have a sense that there is still something missing. We can never fully know another person. There is still a sense of unfulfillment.

Similarly, longing is an essential aspect of our faith. People sometimes think there is something wrong with this and go to great lengths to find fulfillment. The English poet, William Cowper, wrote

Where is the blessedness I knew

When first I saw the Lord?

Where is the soul-refreshing view

Of Jesus and his word?

What peaceful hours I once enjoyed!

How sweet their memory still!

But they have left an aching void,

The world can never fill.

and went on to plead that God would help him tear from his breast “the dearest idol I have known.” (Google “O for a closer walk with God” to find the whole poem.) It’s a beautiful hymn and indeed we should pray that God will help us deal with the sins that grieve him. But to obsess over the sense of his absence is not healthy. William Cowper was afflicted with depression all his life.

It’s fundamentally wrongheaded to try to satisfy all our yearnings. We never can. They are in fact evidence that we belong to Christ, and they point us forward in hope. The whole of creation is confused, wrote Paul. God made it this way until in the end he will set it free from the effects of sin. Meanwhile we are groaning like a woman in childbirth. “We hope for something we have not yet seen, and we patiently wait for it” (Romans 8:20-25).

Today I struggle with my imperfections, yearning for the Christ I know only in part. Only then will I “know as I am known” (1 Corinthians 13:12).

Respond

Father God, thank you for the glimpse you give me of a world “now-and-not-yet,” that I long for. I pray that that foretaste will draw me to live closer to you, daily. Amen.

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Annabel Robinson

Annabel was born in Kew, near London, England. She committed her life to Jesus Christ at a Scripture Union camp when she was 16, and immediately found joy and peace. At Oxford she was active in the Oxford Inter-Collegiate Christian Union, where she met her husband, Reid. They emigrated to Canada in 1965, where she taught Classics at the University of Regina until 2007. She has two children, Heather in Oslo and Alasdair in Calgary.

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